"That's Not Analytic": Theory Pressure and "Chaotic Possibilities" in Analytic Training.

Hoping to create my own analytic voice, I experienced complex pressure to conform to the venerated rules of American ego psychology. I could find myself looking over my shoulder, and my training could become saturated with received ideas. Using complex systems theory as a ground, I contrast the constricting pressure to conform that I experienced with three supervisors with the openness that I found with my fourth. I propose that analytic training is a nonlinear, complex developmental process that occurs in a space of "chaotic possibilities" (Glatzer-Levy, 2004) [ABSTRACT FROM AUTHOR]